sick.

in a very certain way, i find the experience of being sick a pleasurable one. of course the physical sensation of it is uncomfortable but there's something to be said about the place it puts my mind.

when i'm sick, there's a clear sense of a purpose, or at least an order to life. i know that today, the best thing to do is sleep. to drink alot of water, to listen to my body. that kind of straight forward, cause-effect-solution mode of living is in many of ways a relief.

at least when i'm sick I know what to do.