there are a few of things that i've been thinking about
like, for years now
the same topics swirling and swirling
i'd love to write something about them,
to use them as a skeleton for something big
providence
. we insist on believing that something's in control, that there's an order to things. why?
. there's really no evidence
. the only people who withhold belief are people to whom nothing bad has ever happened
masturbation
. the obsession with the self, the looking in the mirror. why?
. it would be incredible to build a real self-sufficiency. to not need anyone else.
. except it doesn't work, you really really need someone else
suffering
. fuck man, life consists mostly of suffering
. we go through so much for just a few bright moments. why?
. are babies the only ones who have it right? are they drinking bleach and running into the street because they know what's ahead of them? can they feel it intuitively?
but fuck i can barely drink enough water during the day
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