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live more in two weeks
than you have in two years
.
let your stomach roil
let your schedule slip
wear your impulse like a badge
.
take your brains out and stamp on them
you think you know the way things are
but you don't
.
struggle with even the simplest things
they pour you coffee
they pour you mezcal
.
feel outside of yourself
.
the lights beneath you
the seat beneath you
handing the officer crisp dollar bills
.
meet people and leave them
feel nothing
stay up late
.
take your heart out and stamp on it
.
and when you get home
everything looks the same
but feels just a little bit different
.
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