Friday, November 26, 2004

the best things in life are free, so its convenient that I'm mexican

hte deepest conversations i've had in a long time have been with a guy I haven't seen since 8th grade, and who used to be obsessed with Christianty. here we go friends, a look into the ideas of Tommy Sanchez, prompted by an old friend. GNC KING ATM: feelign very guilty
GNC KING ATM: and like a glutton
Hallujiah Boy: ahh, guilt
GNC KING ATM: what about you
GNC KING ATM: yup
Hallujiah Boy: same
GNC KING ATM: with the gluttony too?
Hallujiah Boy: its hard to not think about those who dont have food
GNC KING ATM: exactly
GNC KING ATM: I'm not sure I want to be living here for much longer man
Hallujiah Boy: im not sure either GNC KING ATM: it seems like citizenship is synonymous with slave owner a bit later on the the conversation.....
Hallujiah Boy: tommy u still believe in god
GNC KING ATM: that something of that caliber exists, yes
GNC KING ATM: that I care about it, no
Hallujiah Boy: you have the most acceptable vision of such presence ive ever found
GNC KING ATM: prayer is only self assurance, faith is only callung upon yourself
Hallujiah Boy: absolutely
Hallujiah Boy: i hate people, yes i HATE people who exist within God
Hallujiah Boy: everyone who wants to go to heaven...only wants to be God
GNC KING ATM: hate is bad
Hallujiah Boy: without hate, there is no love
GNC KING ATM: cluttering
Hallujiah Boy: in fact, they're very similar
Hallujiah Boy: they're both obsessive fixations of the human psychological make up
GNC KING ATM: without dislike, there is no love
GNC KING ATM: but the pure hatred for somehting is damaging to the mind
GNC KING ATM: nothing is totally unpure
Hallujiah Boy: yeah
Hallujiah Boy: and nothing is totally pure either
GNC KING ATM: yup
Hallujiah Boy: but thats what makes everything great
Hallujiah Boy: the fact that nothing is pure or impure
Hallujiah Boy: but still perfect
Hallujiah Boy: balanced...
GNC KING ATM: there we go
Hallujiah Boy: some people like blaming
Hallujiah Boy: and blame satan as the source of all sin..of pure evil..badness
Hallujiah Boy: purity is the image that corrupts the human mind
GNC KING ATM: you'are awesome
GNC KING ATM: you're
Hallujiah Boy: ahh thanks
GNC KING ATM: by the way
Hallujiah Boy: most people at ahs think im into the crazy side now
GNC KING ATM: most people wish they could grasp these thoughts
Hallujiah Boy: they're afraid of some of the ideas i bring to the table
GNC KING ATM: same here
GNC KING ATM: my parents/ family especially
Hallujiah Boy: yeah
Hallujiah Boy: my parents, though i love them, are some of the most ignorant people ive met
Hallujiah Boy: but thats only because i know them so well
Hallujiah Boy: ultimately, when you look into the depths of any man's heart, there are always things which he expels, whether they be SCHOOL or IDEAS.., beyond the borders of his concern
Hallujiah Boy: he is ignorant
Hallujiah Boy: ignorance allows us to be who we want to be
GNC KING ATM: explain that one to me
Hallujiah Boy: k
Hallujiah Boy: you see me
Hallujiah Boy: i gave up on school, and it no longer concerns me
Hallujiah Boy: because i dont think it can contribute to where i am going
Hallujiah Boy: and hence, im ignorant to something that others embrace in such high reverence
Hallujiah Boy: but other people are ignorant to my thoughtsHallujiah Boy: my ideas..my theories..are what I hold in the highest valuen you've had enough for one day, go ice your brain and formulate some of your own ideas, bring them back to me on monday for a stamp. this assignment is worth 100 points. talking like this is something i enjoy ridiculouslyHallujiah Boy: understanding is the greatest wisdomHallujiah Boy: to know that every man is justified in his path of choiceHallujiah Boy: to know that every man can love im coming down fast, but I'm miles above you

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